Heidi's JournalSaturday, January 13, 200710:59AM - whoaso it has been a long long time since ive updated on here. not sure if anyone still uses live journal but who knows. its a place to express yourself so im gonna use it. a lot has happened since i posted on here last. me and marcell broke up. he was cheating on me, and i couldnt take it so we broke up two months ago today actally. in november. im still not over him and im never going to be. he was my first love, 1st boyfriend, 1st of alot of things. and it was hard to tell him that it was over. and it was so hard to let him go but it had to be done because i deserve way better then that. i miss him to death. and there is not a day that goes by that i dont think bout him and think bout if he thinks about me and misses me. i guess ill never know.... today is a bad day for me im pretty depressed... Current mood:  depressedCurrent music: sara evans- when you were cheatin Sunday, April 23, 200612:55PM - coooooooooooooooooooooomb that bad boy down!!well yeah so its been over a month since ive updated again. so much has gone on basically. well lets see wehre do i even start. me and 2 friends are moving to rochesrter in june. i goin back to schol and working etc. starting my life over. havent told the bf yet so not sure whats gonna happen there. i love him but i dont know what to do. anyway been working on and off. going in when i want and wehen i do dont want. lol. got a parking ticket last monday. damn cops have nothing better to do. um my james toni and steve have so much fun at work on our breaks. lol. we laugh non stop i mhonestly gonna miss wincraft when i levee. they have no idea im leaving yet either. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh boy. i dont know what else really to say so im gonna sign uff. ive been drinking tinight with tahsa had so fnn. but yeah i mshould go to bed! ggooooooooooooodnight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood:  drunkCurrent music: no music, just the sound of my cell phone going off Wednesday, March 15, 200612:06PM - ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhso my bf has court march 29th, please pray for him. i got my mustang out and it snows like a mother f*er. california was soooooooooooooooooooo much freakin fun! i didnt want to leave.girls it was such a great great time! when we movin! lol its been hell around my house the past 3 weeks. im sick of it. i get bitched at everyday for something. pretty shitty. my bday is on sat. gonna celebrate it like im turnin 21 again. but its the big 22 this year. greeeat. anyway thats just a little update i gotta go start the intrepid to warm it up its only 18˚ right now. brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. gona get 6-9 inches of snow.... grrrrrrrrrrrrr. take care . till next time..... im out Current mood:  coldCurrent music: i hear the heater running!! no music Thursday, February 16, 20065:16AM - 1 dayim off to california for a week! ill be back the 25th of feb! so everyone take care! im so excited. im gonna miss my boyfriend so much though. but its only a week! i wont have my cell so no way of gettin a hold of me. sorry. goodnight all! Current mood:  thirstyCurrent music: jason alden- why Monday, January 2, 20068:30PM - happy new yrhappy new yr hope everyones new yrs was good. mine was alright, lot of drama but alright. its a new year hopefully good things to come.... take care sstay safe Current mood:  gratefulCurrent music: britney spears- and then we kiss Sunday, December 25, 20053:54AM - Merry christmasMerry Christmas everyone, and happy new year! hope everyone has a good holiday season! be safe, take care. Current mood:  exhaustedCurrent music: mariah carey- dont foreget about us Saturday, November 26, 20056:18AM - once again its been a long time....almost 2 months since ive updated again. so much has happened since then. first off the parents/family met my boyfriend finally. only took 5 1/2 months. then he came over for thanksgiving which was nice. work has been really crazy, we have been realy busy in our area, in the display tec area, at least its a job. ive been so stressed out lately so much to pay for so many bills with not so much money. xmas presents, health insurance, car payment, car insurance, cell phone bill, dentist bill, doctor bills, medicines, gas for the car, etc. and never anything do to with on weekends like go to a movie, rent a movie etc. so stressful, it sucks. Current mood:  stressedCurrent music: keith urban- tonight i wanna cry Thursday, October 13, 20055:57PM - what a freakin day....usually mondays are supposed to be bad, well today was a bad day for me. first off i woke up late, and rushed around to get to work on time. then i get there and everyone is in a bitchy mood including the boss. so then of course i get into a bad mood, and then we get piled up with work, so we get done what we needed to get done and then come to find out that we had to 'repair' 130 oval clocks that some dumbass company said that not 1 clock worked- well we take everyone of them out of 3 boxes and put a battery in eceryone of them and well come to find out every clock worked except one. 1 clock out of 130 didnt work. then we had to package them back up again for shipping. waste of time. then after work i come home and things start getting better and then me and my mom do some running after her kids are gone and we went to the band and post office then to mcdonalds well as we were on the way to mcdonalds we get stopped by a train and we are stitting there a good 3-4 mins and we were looking at pics and all of a sudden some bitch behind me hits my car. so me and my mom get out and start bitching and the lady doesnt say 1 word. not 1. thank god there was no damage but we took down her license plate and told a police officer and he was gonna call her in and track her down and talk to her and ticket her and make her take a driving cloass bc she cannot drive- and now im just at home waitin for my boy to call andim gonan head over there a hwile. havent seen him in a few days so im excited. oh yeah and i dyed my hair blonde, brown and little black. looks good. and about 2-3 weeks ago marccell bought me a necklace its 10 stones CZ in ashape of a heart. its gorgous. things with him and i are going well. *knock on wood* can only hope for the best! but i think im done bitching for now. oh wait no im not.... Current mood:  bitchyCurrent music: Ashlee SImpson- Endless Summer Tuesday, September 20, 20055:17PM - well well well....Well its been a long ass time since ive updated so i thought since im bored out of my mind right now, i might as well update. well like 2 days after marcell and i 'broke up' we got back together!! so really we didnt break up because we talked everyday and saw each other so everything worked out, and obviously it was meant to be! and ever since then things have been so great! *knock on wood* but we are closer then ever, we love being with each other! he told me he loved me and i told him i loved him, he tells me that all the time, and hell call in the middle of the night to leave me a message telling me he loves me. its so nice. so to all you people who dont even know him and judge him from what you only hear you can all kiss my ass because he is a good guy and he treats me well, and i do love him. and if you have a problem with that bring it up to me. and for all of you people out there that are talking shit about me and him stop talkin behind my back and say it to my face and stop making up shit- because thats not cool. grow the f*ck up. for real. im pretty sure theres way better things out there to talk bout then me and marcell. but i guess maybe not since everyone is younger and immature. im completely fed up with peoples shit and im not about to take it anymore. Current mood:  lovedCurrent music: Ciara- And I Sunday, August 21, 20058:11PM - end of august alreadywow how this year flew by. cant believe its already getting to the end of august. what a crazy week its been. my boyfriend broke up with me on monday i was a complete wreck- we talked on the phone for 3 days, then saw him thursday at the bars we talked, and got back togehter, and friday went out of town for the night got home saturday around 1:30pm havnet seen him since. talked to him but havnet seen him but theres a reason for not seeing him. im waitin for him to call me now he said he would but yeah well see.... um school is supposed to start next week but im not taking any classes really only a retail seminar. oh well. i hope this week goes by fast. saturday the 27th is my moms 45th bday and i think im going to mankato to see lindsay and tressa and i think i hope marcell will go with me. well see. but i dont have to much to say really i mean i do have a lot to say but i just cant put it online..... so yeha. ill update soon again. till then..... Current mood:  worriedTuesday, August 2, 20056:11AM - what a weekend....well i guess u could say i could have had a way better weekend then i did. first off friday night i went with lynnette and her husband and marcell to Steinys bar and had a few drinks and then marcell and i got into a couple times so i just dropped him off and i went home, then saturday i slept till 1pm and chilled out around the house, then went out to jason and tashas for jolissas 1st bday party, i left there around 9pm and went to marcells and we hung out and stuff and we kinda got into it again and but it was the worst ever, theres a story but i dont feel like sharing it online, ne way he told me i was a liar and to get out which what he thought i lied about i didmt, bc it woudl be so stupid to lie about that so i got pissed and left and i was hysterical the rest the night, i cried 3 hrs straight i was so upeet and hurt. but yeah then sunday i stayd in bed till like 4pm and just relaxed and trid gettin over sat night. then me my mom dad kyle and krystal went to artic springs for my brothers bday and then i made a cake and went to bed then yesterday (mon) worked, it sucked, then went with marcell for his bday to la x and we went to eat at Olive Garden and then came back and watched a movie and i wnet home. still dont forgive him but yeah. anyway its time for work now, ill update later if i fell like it.... till then.... Current mood: exhaustedCurrent music: britney spears- someday (i will understand) Monday, July 25, 20056:11AM - what a crazy weekend....well friday night i didnt do to much i actually fell alseep at 5pm and slept till 9:15pm and then i drove around awhile, then ashley came over after she got done with work at 11:15pm and we chilled and hung out for about an hr. we were just really tired. it was a lot of fun though!!!! then i slept till around 11:30am on saturday then just hung around my house awhile then i went to rochester to meet with danielle for dinner, and i got back to winona around 6pm then me and my bf got into it again so that sucked, but then around 9pm we talked and he met my cousin jason and then we went over to tina and joshs house bc tina was gonna babysit jolissa, and then jason actually stayed at joshs and drank there so me tasha and marcell left and i dropped marcell off at a house party on broadway then me and tasha hit up brothers, bulls eye, and then schydes and then boom all of a sudden who do i see, yup marcell, i was kinda upset, so then tasha and i left and i was sleeping by 2am and then got up sunday around noon and then went over to marcells place at 3pm it was our 2 month already, crazy huh, then we hung out there awhile i stayed till around 6:30pm and then i left he had to meet with a friend so i left and just stayed home the night and we talked at 10pm when he called me so it was all good. a good weekend went bad that went good again. so i cant complain to much, but i will complain. LoL. now its 6:15am and monday morning and i dnt wanna go back to work the weekend went by way to fast - i hope today goes by fast, so i can either come home n sleep and go to my babe. but i best be going ill update later again, this week. have a good week everyone. till then.... Current mood:  okayCurrent music: britney spears- someday (i will understand) Monday, July 18, 20054:22PM - picshere are SOME pictures from the weekend when i was in chicago and met people... there are only 9 posted so far. i got about 50 left!! so work with me! LoL. ill post them when i figure out how to get them off my digital camera on to the computer!!!! for now enjoy the ones i do have!!!!! Sunday, July 17, 20059:45PM - Chi Town is amazing....wow what a weekend!! chicago is awesome, went to Challenge For The Children basketball game this weekend with a ton of celebrities, and met a ton of celebrities um incbluding ah lets see jc chasez, lance bass, joey fatone, chris kirkpatrick, and justin timberlake, um carlton from fresh prince of bel air, beverly mitchell, aaron carter, johnny wright, tony lucca, donald from scrubs and clueless, baby bash, tay diggs, shannon elizabeth, dennis scott, bengi from good charlette, sam jones 111 from smallville, just to name a few!! LoL. it was great. im scanning pics etc so ill post them when i can!! it was a great weekend i had so much fun and i love chicago and potbellys! LoL sara!!!!! ;) but its time for bed now didnt get much sleep at all the weekend so yeah and work in the monring so thats all for now!!!! later...... Current mood:  flirtyCurrent music: nsync- digital get down Saturday, July 9, 20051:28PM - yaykeith urban saturday sept. 24, 20005 xcel energy center st paul mn floor seats row 7 dead center!! yay!! :) thats all i have to say for now! Current music: keith urban- days go by Friday, July 8, 20058:18PM - oh yay for mewell finally after 4 doctor visits in the past 2 weeks, yesterday (thursday) they find out i have Mono. at least i know what the hell i have now. instead of wondering for the past 2 weeks like ihave been. so i missed 2 weeks of work and i think i can go back monday. so well see. im waiting on marcell to call me back were supposed to be spending time together tonight well yeah well see if that happends, if not ill be so pissed. thats all i have to say bout him and that. but yeah ive been sleeping alot lately. so yeah. tomorrow keith urban tickets go on sale at 10am hope we get good seats. tina i got faith in ya! but i really dont have to much more to say, if i do say more it will be all bitching so we wont even go there. till next time.... Current mood: crankyCurrent music: pretty ricky- grind with me Friday, July 1, 200510:25PM - what a week....what a crazy week this has been. monday i woke up with a headach sore neck sore eyes couldnt look up down or side to side. so i was only at work for 2 hrs and i came home and slept and didnt go to work on tuesday and wednesday monring i ended up in the ER they took blood, did a strep test, and gave me a shot and they said i have a virus and it was contagious, so today still didnt feel better so went back to the doctor and said i had sinus infection so got some med for that, hope that kicks it out of me soon. i missed worked all week. all i have been doing is sleeping, not eating, or drinking anything, my temp at the doc today was 101.4˚ so well see what happends in the next few days. now im just waitin for my boyfriend to call back.... so well see. but im gonan cut it short tonight and watch tv and fall alseep and hope talk to marcell.... till next time. Current mood:  restlessCurrent music: mariah carey- we belong together Monday, June 13, 20052:50PM - been a month....wow its already been a month since ive updated. and well alot has changed. and a lot has been going on etc. on saras birthday may 19th i met a guy his name is marcell, and weve been together since. hes a great guy, despite what a couple people say, he treats me good, hes a sweet guy and i love being with him and spending time with him and now today he tells me that he might be moving back to Illinois. that hurt, i had to keep back the tears. i dont want him to go anywhere, this just proves how much i do care for him and like him, i wasnt sure how i felt for him but i guess its for real. and ive been going through so much with my parents, friends and family. im happy for once and my family friends etc arent supportive. which hurts soooo much. weve been dating alomst a month now and only my friends have met him. no family no parents etc. weve been together every day since we started dating too, so its hard not seeing him and stuff. i think he is a great guy and love spending time with him. i dont know what to do. i have to talk to him more and tell him how i feel i guess.... i could sit here and blab all day bout him but i dont have time and no one wants to hear about it so im going to end this entry now.... Current mood: sadCurrent music: simple plan- untitled Friday, May 13, 20053:10PM - tgifwell thank god its friday, what a week it has been, to much damn drama in my life, mostly at work, holy shit. u could cut the tension with a knife at the table i work at. 1 has an attitude prblem, and one is lazy and the other one i get a long with great but damn they need to chill the F*ck out. seriously, i dread going to work bc of them or 1 being so negative and shit, so whatever we can and will be negative too. what comes around goes areound. i hope to be going to the bars tonight, or maybe watchin a movie with NB or both, well see. megan g might be comin down tonight after work which would be nice to see her agian. its been forever. then tomorrow ill be up at 1030am to be at my dress fittin byu 1130am then by 1pm we are headin the road for red wing for stacys party. then sunday to recover and then its monday already. ohhhhhhhhhhh joy. im sick right now, first time this year i catch a cold and its mid may. nice huh. stupid weather were having. jeez. but i think thats all i want to vent a bout now, and talk about , thats all i can think of i guess. so until i think of more or soemthign interesting happends im out.... later. Current mood: bitchyCurrent music: Eamon- F*ck you Wednesday, May 11, 20057:56PM - busywow the next few weeks are going to be absolutly crazy. this weekend is my cousin stacys bachorlette party in red wing 8 of us are going to see the Chippendales then gonna party it up there drink and stuff. then next tues doc apt, then thurs out for saras 21st bday! then friday is the rehersal, and rehersal dinner then hope to go tot he bars again. then sat all day is teh wedding etc. that should be crazy, um then sunday a day to recover. then its memorial weekend already. sooo crazy. this month of may is gonna fly by way to damn fast. i really dont have to much to say just been busy and going to be busy a while. took my last final yesterday for retail buying dont know how i idd so well see, then i got a B in my interiro design class and a B in the class. so thats good. school is over for the semester so waiitn for the fall im taking a seminar class thingy. its 1 day in the class from 12-1250pm and 1 13 hr day in the cities with a fashion show etc, then 4 hrs online work. so not to bad and i need it so thats cool. but other then that nothing much., and NB spent the lnight the past sat. that was cool. ok thats all i gots to say. till i get back online again Later Current mood: crushedCurrent music: my brother talking really loud- bout to hit him! 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